oh LIFE!! 3 years since ive been graduated, took many exams, exams and lot of exams in the future. i dont know where to go at this point of my life, it feels like im soo alone. all by myself searching for something, wanting to achieve something. since i started this journey, i knew it will end soon, for the last six months of my life in that hospital, i enjoyed life being a Nurse, its toxicity and hard works. but then all may come to an end. maybe i cannot move on on what happened,  maybe i don't even want it to end. and here i am now, searching for something, something that would make me happy.. oh well i really dont know what i am atlking about, my life, my career. in what track do i really beloong?? in the hospital/clinical or in  Renal unit, where i started to like my nursing career!? whre!?

so many plans but i cant come up to a solid plan, coz, whenever i made a plan, there's something/event that will come up, and im getting disaapointed. disappointed to person/s events, timing. im not a sign seeker person, i really dont believe in that sayings. but at this point of my life i its like im believing it, maybe, there right time for everything. maybe there are chances that will come up at a good and right time. pla. god, i really want to have a joB! please help me, its in your hands, in your plan.. ill make sure of i will do everything to seek job for myself, to achieve something.!

so amny options but thre are so few of them who are open and i dont know where to find them. one thing is for sure i want to be sucessful! someday! i will!!!

 i really made this blog coz, i dont even know whom to talk to, i dont know whom i can confess with, and i know at the end i am the one who will decide, will plan for my life.